aww

you guys this warms my heart that you're interested in helping out. you guys are the best.

REBECCA OF COURSE! i want EVERYONE in on the care package. and hilary great minds think alike! that's what i was thinking of too! sending her magazines and little things we KNOW she'll like!

so yes. as soon as i get my camera we'll begin this extravaganza. start pulling out pictures of the two of you ... if you have them and pictures of us, too so that she'll have them. we can make copies. or just pictures of things that are memories between the two of you and other fun stuff like that!

lvoe you guys!

Ms. Smedes

Well, because our beloved friend hath moved awayeth and she called me so i now have her phone number AND telephone address we are making an 'i love you emmy' care package to send to her. full of pictures, quotes, cds, and clothes. and magazines. and anything else you can think of.

I also think that as soon as i get my digital camera (yes im getting one tho it might nto be till xmas) we should take movies of even people at SCHOOL saying things like 'hi em!' or 'i miss you emily!' and then we could send it to her!

she's our buddy and we gotta take care of her

smoochies

a little bit about...me

You Are 48% Sociopath

You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior.Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse.

Are You A Sociopath?

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Soraia Arósio

What's" Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

You Should Be a Romance Novelist

You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer...And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

You Are An Ash Tree

You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many.Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism.You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart.You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless.Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.

What's" Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Are Dancer

Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

You're 70% Irish

You're very Irish, and most likely from Ireland. (And if you're not, you should be!)

How Irish Are You?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's" Your Element?

HEY MR. V!

lol.

yes, well i said on the knee, beccy, because when we were talking about our DPT's (devious possel tats) this was the conversation;

Beccy - sam and I are going to get matching tatoos on our bdays
Maggie - UGH! i wanna come!
Beccy - okay! you can come!
Maggie - yay! and we'll bring hilary and we'll get DEVIOUS POSELL TATS! ... ON OUR KNEES (first obscure place that came to my mind)
Beccy - *laughs a lot*

so there you are.

and HILARY if you want we can start leaving each other comments in french to le practice!

i'm uber excited. (OH and sam and beccy - don't feel left out because french is a romance language which equals latin derivitive which equals you'll be able to read every thing we type. lol.)

but ANYWHOOOODLES
yes. i have much too much homework today and thus i will do NOTHING interesting with my day off...
does peanut butter have dairy in it?
because if that's the stomach ache i'm having I'M NEVER HAVING DAIRY AGAIN!

:(
love you guys

greetings

well i was bored in french today so i revamped the tatoo i'm going to get someday and it looks EVEN better AND the 'd' is facing forward.

oh its a mix of my astrological sign and my initials which are nearly the best initials in the world. only not

soooo i then started to do work on the devious possel tatoo we're all going to get tatooed on our knee when hilary turns 18 (at which time, the beckster will already be 19). and i can't figure out if we want DP or devious possel.

or some little sign of two peeps going at it

or a pigeon

lemme know!!!
smoochies

EARLOBE

okay beccy, that's one of your better ones.

anywhooooodles....
um yes, well, i'm glad my idea for a devious party is met with enthusiasm. someone has to plan it. um. yes. well. TOMORROW! ha. no. okay. wow. periods

OMG
okay that reminds me
someone in french one...oh God, I hope it wasn't you hilary... but okay, so someone in French One asked if French girls get their periods. wow. and mrs. cook's reply (or so she told us) was, "yes, they're human, too" so yes.

anywho...OH my cat is on a diet. heeheehee i think that's funny. OH for those who don't know my cat has a lover...see attached picture
awww....aren't htey CUTE?! anywho yes.
i'm glad you guys liked/could relate to my poem. i thought it sucked. i stink at rhyming. but i got a new 'poet's handbook' and i'm pretty darn excited.

OH and in response to sam's comment 'let's get together and feel alright' um. HA. oh wow. that reggae artist...the one I sang backup for and the one who approached us on the street when we were out seeing the street performers.... well we sang that song! we sang 'One love' 'Children' and 'Our world' so yes. its pretty dang cool. and he wants to bring us in to record us. i don't think it'll happen but STILL. so yes.

um...why did i want to post this....i don't know....

THAT'S A SHARP LITTLE BITCH RIGHT THERE!

HA!
earlobe.
HAHA.
okay
wow.
love you guys

distance

recently i've been feelin' a lotta distance from my devious possel buddies. and that makes me sad. :( we need to hang out soon guys...i feel OUT of all the INSIDE jokes. :(:(:(

yes. i am emo.
welcome to my life.

smoochies

poem

Insecurities

Am I too fat?
Am I too skinny?
Does my hair look good?
Do I look like a hippie?

Why are teenage girls
Faced with so many insecurities?
Why can’t teenage girls
Finally recognize they are pretty?

What are these pressures
Stemming from society
Like we don’t have enough
You’re not making this easy

It’s hard to be a girl
It’s hard to be teenaged
Constantly criticized
Constantly staged

Everything you do
Is always evaluated
Everything you do
Everything is rated

my apologies

well.

sorry for the drama in the last couple of posts.

I've decided to take a break from blogger for awhile because I really need to rethink a lot of things in my life right now. I don't know that this is where I should be putting forth my energy and as I said, I need to rethink a SHITLOAD of stuff right now.

sorry guys.

i love you all

this could be one day, it could be forever.

until I next write to you!
smooooochies

Redone

Okay you know what?

That last post wasn't fair.

Because FRIENDS don't play games, either.

SO BASICALLY.

I'm upset with a lot of my friends right now. I DON'T appreciate how I'm being treated and yet NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE.

It's frustrating because I have tried to make myself VERY clear on my standards and how I respect friends' boundaries, yet SOME take it for liberty that I'm LYING to them? Or that for some demented reason I would put THE FRIENDSHIP I HAVE ESTABLISHED WITH THEM AT RISK!? Why, IN THE HELL, would I risk a friendship for ANY REASON?!

However, what drives me MOST insane is when my "friends" aren't even straightforward with me about it. Instead, for some sort of fear of confrontation, a so called "friend" chooses NOT to say anything to me about it. And yet, I hear about how they were talking trash about me from someone in choir.

Hmm is this how friends act?

Or how about someone asking someone to do something with them and as soon as they get a better offer they tell that person that they can't do it any more, and go off and have a happy ol' time with someone else!

OR how about being SO FUCKING CAUGHT UP IN OTHER RELATIONSHIPS THAT THEY DON'T EVEN SAY HI TO SOMEONE WHEN THEY PASS A SO-CALLED "FRIEND" IN THE HALL! And there's no one else around.

Or that they make them feel completely dumb when a friend goes and talks to them!

you know what?!

I thought I'd given up on LOVE.

I think I've given up on RELATIONSHIPS!

I HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. THE FUCKING BACKSTABBING, POINTLESS, NO USE, MEAN, HURTFUL, BULLYISH, SELF-CENTERED, SHIT THAT GOES ON IN OUR HIGH SCHOOL.

Honestly. I think I'm going to become a hermit and live COMPLETELY ALONE!

Friends

Wow. You know what I love about friends?

The fact that they take YOUR word for true because friends don't lie to each other.

Because friends don't believe the dumbass rumors that go around.

Because friends don't hear a rumor and prentend like they're not mad at a friend, when they are.

Friends are straight up front with you about issues.

FRIENDS aren't backstabbing

FRIENDS don't talk about one another behind their backs if they haven't first addressed the issue.

FRIENDS don't give FRIENDS the cold shoulder.

EVER.

i think some of my "friends" need to reevaluate their thinking.

HOMECOMING

So far...

HAS BEEN THE BEST FUCKING NIGHT OF MY LIFE.

END OF STORY.


we need more school dances.