in light of my nutso night last night here's two poems i wrote
You tell me to tell you
I say, 'Why would I?
In the past all you've done
Is screamed and yelled 'till I cry'
You say you're 'working on it
my memories are old
try you again
see what happens,' i am told
So I try again
BIG mistake
You don't scream or shout
But you're totally fake
I try to tell you
How I'm feeling inside
But you ignore that this
Isn't the first time I've tried
Cause You know the way I feel
So much better than I do
You tell me your deal
You think you know what I knew
But you have no clue
Though you think you do
Because of all the books you've read
You think you know what's going on in my head
But you don't
You have no clue
How I feel
It might be different than you
here's the next one
Shut up with all you're "I thinks"
And finally listen to your child that sinks
Lower and Lower and Lower
You have to save her soon
Before she sinks
Lower and Lower and Lower
Down into the black Lagoon
She sinks
Lower and Lower and Lower
She can't breathe
Lower, Lower, Lower
She gasps for breath
Lower, Lower, Lower
Do you even love your child?
Lower, Lower, Lower
Don't you realize
Lower, Lower, Lower
You're killing your daughter
Lower, Lower, Lower
Because you wouldn't listen
Lower, Lower, Lower
All those times she tried to speak
Lower, Lower, Lower
You put in your two sense
Lower, Lower, Lower
When all she really needed
Lower, Lower, Lower
Was a mom who cared a mom who loved
Lower, Lower, Lower
But you're too late
She's hit the bottom
This isn't fate
You did this to her
She cried out
And you shut her up
You loved her
But not enough
Try to listen
To forget your books
She's your daughter
She just wants someone to look
Just be there for her
Support her when she's sad
Even if she feels like
You're the one who made it that bad
You know you can't make her feel
But how is that supposed to help her deal
All a kid needs is. . .
love
okay yes, a little dramatic but I was a little depressed :)