yo

okay well, my hand is now in a brace heeheehee

well, beccy came over on saturday which was a BLAST!!! heeheehee! well, i think by the end my mother and I drove her nutso but ahh well. "Is your dimple round?" lol. okay and yes so! i had fun. we texted hilary on beccy's AWESOME cell phone!!!! hahaha i'm REALLY bad but oh well.

on saturday i went tooobing with sammy and that's SOOOOOOO much fun!!!!!! hahaha i'm not too sore but my hand hurts worse than ever, but it was TOTALLY worth it!!! wow.! thomas is SOOO cute! and sam is super good so she like almost fell off about four times! haha!

yeah well, i wrote another poem but i dunno if i want to post it cuz its just the same as teh rest :(

yo

GAWD!
im sooo sad that i didn't get to go to beccy's :(!!! im typing with one hand right now so that sucks A TON!!!b/c my other hand.... i don't know WHAT i did to it!!!! but anywho yeah i hope you guys all had oodles of fun!!!

on thursday i went to the hhs football game!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMW it was so much fun! i went THINKING we were actually going to watch the game! how wrong am i? VERY! we were "boy watching" and socializing the whole time!!!! which wasn't too bad i have to admit! lol AND I CAN'T BELIEVE WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we saw all the preps and we were making snide little comments lol and debating whether it was worth it to throw something at them!. . . . ah well! and then lauren dale showed up and you know how she could have gone to the preps and said hi, or ANYONE really, and we're not exactly the height of cool! but she totally came up to US and was chatting and... GAWD I LOVE THAT GIRL! shes so grounded! like down to earth!!!
wellnow my other hand is starting to hurt!
LOVE YA'LL!

poems poems poems

in light of my nutso night last night here's two poems i wrote



You tell me to tell you
I say, 'Why would I?
In the past all you've done
Is screamed and yelled 'till I cry'

You say you're 'working on it
my memories are old
try you again
see what happens,' i am told

So I try again
BIG mistake
You don't scream or shout
But you're totally fake

I try to tell you
How I'm feeling inside
But you ignore that this
Isn't the first time I've tried

Cause You know the way I feel
So much better than I do
You tell me your deal
You think you know what I knew

But you have no clue
Though you think you do
Because of all the books you've read
You think you know what's going on in my head

But you don't
You have no clue
How I feel
It might be different than you




here's the next one



Shut up with all you're "I thinks"
And finally listen to your child that sinks

Lower and Lower and Lower

You have to save her soon
Before she sinks

Lower and Lower and Lower

Down into the black Lagoon
She sinks

Lower and Lower and Lower

She can't breathe

Lower, Lower, Lower

She gasps for breath

Lower, Lower, Lower

Do you even love your child?

Lower, Lower, Lower

Don't you realize

Lower, Lower, Lower

You're killing your daughter

Lower, Lower, Lower

Because you wouldn't listen

Lower, Lower, Lower

All those times she tried to speak

Lower, Lower, Lower

You put in your two sense

Lower, Lower, Lower

When all she really needed

Lower, Lower, Lower

Was a mom who cared a mom who loved

Lower, Lower, Lower

But you're too late
She's hit the bottom
This isn't fate
You did this to her

She cried out
And you shut her up
You loved her
But not enough

Try to listen
To forget your books
She's your daughter
She just wants someone to look

Just be there for her
Support her when she's sad
Even if she feels like
You're the one who made it that bad

You know you can't make her feel
But how is that supposed to help her deal

All a kid needs is. . .

love



okay yes, a little dramatic but I was a little depressed :)

hmm

okay sammi i don't think you get it!
you and hilary and angie... your emails... I LIKE READING! its stupid ones from some very annoying boys and parents that get a little old if you know what i'm saying lol! but anywho!
sorry i was trying really hard to post last night but that story comes later
I CUT MY HAIR!
well, no III didn't but I got it cut!!!
and she layered the top but not so much that it frizzed out! and like by looking at my hair and hearing me talk about what i wanted done she could totally tell my personality it was teh WEIRDEST thing!!! but w/e it feels SOOOO short in the front!! in the back she just killed the dead ends but in the front its like up to my chin!!!! but you can't tell THAT much! :(

anysho beccy called me to see if i could go over to her house on friday and i was like well, i have to work then i MIGHT be able too, but i wouldn't be able to get there until like 9:30 quarter to ten! which sucks but its better than nuthin! then I ask my mom and she like FLIPS OUT! she's like "you can't go over after work and blah blah blah" and i'm like wtf? and she's going on about how we'll stay up until 1:00 and then i'm such a bitch the next day (she didn't say bitch tho) and i was like GAWD! so then i went to call beccy back cause i said i would and she's like MAGGIE WHO ARE YOU CALLING!? and i lost it and i was like I'M CALLING BECCY BECAUSE I SAID I'D CALL HER BACK! and she's like HANG UP THE PHONE which i couldn't do because beccy was about to answer. so then like a second later she picked up and my mom stormed over and like is talking to me and i'm trying to talk to beccy and like IT WAS CRAZY! i was sooooooo pissed off adn confused!!!
GAWD!!!!!!!!!!
love ya'll tons