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Monday, October 02, 2006

Redone

Okay you know what?

That last post wasn't fair.

Because FRIENDS don't play games, either.

SO BASICALLY.

I'm upset with a lot of my friends right now. I DON'T appreciate how I'm being treated and yet NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE.

It's frustrating because I have tried to make myself VERY clear on my standards and how I respect friends' boundaries, yet SOME take it for liberty that I'm LYING to them? Or that for some demented reason I would put THE FRIENDSHIP I HAVE ESTABLISHED WITH THEM AT RISK!? Why, IN THE HELL, would I risk a friendship for ANY REASON?!

However, what drives me MOST insane is when my "friends" aren't even straightforward with me about it. Instead, for some sort of fear of confrontation, a so called "friend" chooses NOT to say anything to me about it. And yet, I hear about how they were talking trash about me from someone in choir.

Hmm is this how friends act?

Or how about someone asking someone to do something with them and as soon as they get a better offer they tell that person that they can't do it any more, and go off and have a happy ol' time with someone else!

OR how about being SO FUCKING CAUGHT UP IN OTHER RELATIONSHIPS THAT THEY DON'T EVEN SAY HI TO SOMEONE WHEN THEY PASS A SO-CALLED "FRIEND" IN THE HALL! And there's no one else around.

Or that they make them feel completely dumb when a friend goes and talks to them!

you know what?!

I thought I'd given up on LOVE.

I think I've given up on RELATIONSHIPS!

I HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. HATE. THE FUCKING BACKSTABBING, POINTLESS, NO USE, MEAN, HURTFUL, BULLYISH, SELF-CENTERED, SHIT THAT GOES ON IN OUR HIGH SCHOOL.

Honestly. I think I'm going to become a hermit and live COMPLETELY ALONE!

posted by Mags at 10/02/2006 03:42:00 PM

1 Comments:

Blogger sam 12 said...

maggie calm down. calm calm calm. breathe!!! ok, you and I really need to talk. I'll call you as soon as my mom gets home. there were way too many "they" "them" "someone" and "somethings" for me to even begin to decipher that post. tell me what's going on. tell me who is bothering you. and by god, tell me when I can run after them with a shotgun. ok???

love,
:(
sam

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