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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

*this poem doesn't have a name yet*

Hey I'm going to be posting a lot of poems in the next couple of days, because whenever I'm upset I write and recently my life has been crazy.

This poem is still in the works so any help on it would be lovely and the last two stanzas I don't know where they will fit into hte poem but I'm just gonna put it there in case. Maybe a completely different poem. I dunno what do you guys think?


I feel left out
I feel not loved
I feel like my mom
Has left me for good

She doesn't care
Doesn't care about me
She treats me like shit
And doesn't realize it

I want her back
I miss my mom
How's a girl supposed
To make it through all alone

Thank God for my friends
For without them I'd be dead

She yells at me
I take it in
She cares to much about my kin
To notice me



Where'd you go?
I want you back
The caring, loving, funny
Mom that I had

You were the best
Any kid could ask for
Better than the rest
But now you're gone

9 Comments:

Blogger Mags said...

I'm expecting you to relate to this one a little bit sam!! So now you don't have your lame excuses. Lol. jking they weren't lame they were pretty valid but w/e.

Hils you should relate to this too.

Beccy. Lovely Beccy. Are your parents a little biased too? I don't really know.

9:18 AM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

Yes, maggie I do relate to this one, I'm not sure if it should be changed yet though. Again, I just woke up, so give me a break.

9:30 AM

 
Blogger Mags said...

fine but if i come home and you have no suggestions i am going to be one very unhappy maggie :|

:)
thanx for being there for me last night sam. you're such an awesome friend!
<3

9:55 AM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

No problem maggie, thats what friends are for!! I don't have any yet

9:58 AM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

suggestions**

9:58 AM

 
Blogger Hilary said...

hey mags! yea i can relate to that poem...except my mom wasn't ever like "The caring, loving, funny Mom that I had" but yanno .... yeah i like that poem a lot. hmm its hard to know wehre those last 2 stanzas are... hum diddy dum

love ya call me soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hil

ps i hope your hard times get better

>:D< hugs n smooches :*

hehe.

11:10 AM

 
Blogger Mags said...

good! I'm glad everyone can relate!!! And I'm also glad we all read each other's comments before commenting lol. Maybe something LIKE THIS could be our first song????!!!!

1:28 PM

 
Blogger Hilary said...

s/h.

hil

10:19 PM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

me too

12:09 AM

 

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