parents suck even more

why do they only care about themselves? gawd my mom is such a bitch!!!!!!!!! i hate her! at least right now i do. She is SO mean!!! gawd i just want to like fucking move out. She always puts herself before anyone else. Oh wait she's interested in Kramer's time at Oshkosh but not mine! Why would she!?! David is the only one who seems to care. Fuck now i'm crying she's gonna get pissed. She's not nice any more. She just like yells at me instead of talking to me. She expects me to come to her with my problems but then yells at me about htem. She like interupts and ignores me. And I don't do anything. I don't know why. I just take it. I can't take any more though. I hate this. It's like one thing after another after another and she's gonna get here see me crying explode and we're gonna get in a HUGE fight. I know it. She just keeps being mean to me cause i dont' do anything. She takes advantage of the fact that I don't stick up for myself in front of her. I want to go to my dad's. Sorta. FUCK! I want to be anywhere but here. Wow. I miss my friends like nutso. you guys are really awesome. Like i said on hils blog. . . was it hils i dunno. Why do I always miss you guys a FREAKING TON (like so bad that i'm going between the four blogs waiting for someone to update or post) whenever I'm sad. Well, someone plz update. Or post. Miss y'all

GOD!!!!!!!!!! hilary now i see why you cut.