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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

another poem w/o a name

hahaha if i dont' have a name you can pretty much guess it's not one i've worked on too much. Its one of those you got the ideas on paper and now trying to make htem fit so here's just the idea's part

lol


Do you ever feel like you're worthless
Do you ever feel completely alone
Do you ever feel like you're not loved
Do you ever feel like you're not known

me too

Do you ever feel forgotten
Do you ever feel left
Do you ever feel stupid
Do you ever feel second best

Do you ever feel like you feelings
are pushed aside and ignored
because someone else
Seems to be worth more

You're not alone

Ditched, unworthy, not enough
second place
Cast aside, left, thrown down face first in the mud
trying to make it to second base
doesn't feel so good

Do you ever not tell?
Do you ever keep quiet?

Do you ever hide your tears
And bottle your fears
And put on a happy face?

While dying inside.

Yelled at time and time again
Taking in more
You can't take this pain
Goes straight to the core

Somehow you get through it
Taking it day by day
its no way to live
But it's the only way

Sometimes you're to hurt to make things better
To beaten to work it out
Not physically but emtionally
Everyone just screams and shouts

Life's too short to live this way
It's not fair to make me stay
But you make us do it anyway
Life's not fair

10 Comments:

Blogger Mags said...

I really like the
"Hide your tears and bottle your fears and put on a happy face" perhaps the "hook" of one of our songs?

12:06 PM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

its really good. wow. you continue to amaze me.

12:22 PM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

did i ever post a poem called mask of lies? or was that on d69? grr cant remember!!. . I found it, here go read it if ya want, was it on my site yet? This deffinately isnt one of my best, but it reminded me of what you were talking about.

http://www.5wwwww5.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=433&mforum=supersuineg

12:28 PM

 
Blogger Mags said...

oooh thanx sam!!!!!! i'm excited. And I don't really liek that poem. To much repeating. Maybe some like switcheroos?
what do you think?

12:47 PM

 
Blogger Mags said...

wow sam

wow I really really really like that.

WOW
geez!!!!! :(
i really LOVE that poem
wow.
you really forgot your poem book? what do you expect me to do for this long?

make some up
lol i know you can't its stupid to try because they're never like really good if you don't have that certain feeling pulsing through your veins. :( can't you remember any lol?
jk

12:51 PM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

lol, the one that i posted recently was hidden in an e-mail i sent to myself to remember it. Thats why there is a poem there. Sometimes I can make 'em up out of no where, but its easier when im all nice and pissed off.

1:33 PM

 
Blogger Hilary said...

wow maggie i REALLY like that one. a lot. love it!

love ya
xoxo
hil

1:51 PM

 
Blogger Hilary said...

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1:54 PM

 
Blogger Mags said...

who deleted a comment?

7:52 PM

 
Blogger sam 12 said...

idk, you never know.

12:17 AM

 

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