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Thursday, August 25, 2005

okay i am fully aware this is #4 in like the past 10 minutes this is titled Help

its okay to be afraid
its okay to hate sometimes
and its totally okay to cry you heart out

i just want you to know
when you're scared and alone
that its okay

and I'm here
you don't have to feel all alone
cuz I know
what you're going through

And its not fair
that you're forced to be so much more
than the ones who are supposed to look after you

and its not easy
when the one's whose job it is to care for you
can't be trusted

So what do you do?
You go to someone else who seems to care
and ya tell them what you're thinking

Awkward it will be
but please don't bottle it all up inside
its not healthy
and no matter what people say
everyone feels the same way

Because its a scary thing
and I know it doesn't help
but trust me it all passes in the ending

And its better to get help
in the beginning
cause you know just how you felt

And no matter what you think
someone out there cares
even if that someone is me

And i'm not even kidding
this poem is from the heart
Because I know what it feels like being alone

and powerless
one right after another
violated
THer's no way out
you're in a sticky situation

and even if the law doesn't believe you
trust me I do

And I know its not much
especially to those who laugh at this poem
but when they are so scared
that you can't think see or breathe
They might feel differently

And remember how that feels
and make sure you don't do that to anyone one else
because they have feelings just like you do


okay this one i really don't like how it flows. actually i don't think it flows at all. grr. ah well. that's for my fwiends. i think its sorta stupid so i don't know why i'm even posting it...

2 Comments:

Blogger sam 12 said...

Its not stupid! its really good!! and it does flow! this is really deep, I liked it a lot :)

10:37 PM

 
Blogger Hilary said...

i really liked it...gosh i can totally relate to how i feel scared and how i want help. it is BRILLIANT!!!! its the perfect word to describe it

2:04 PM

 

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